I must be happy in any conditions. The roofs of the bathroom area collapsed.

The warning from universe..! You must strong, your foundation must be sturdy, you must keep your health every day if you want to be happy in your life..! The roofs of the bathroom area of ours collapsed because of couldn't hold the heavy load of binahong plant which I planted one year and a half ago, which I thought would be cool decoration. I must start from beginning again, now.

The rain fell heavily yesterday, started noon until morning at 04.00 am and the roof collapsed at that time when my son woke up to pee. Fortunately, my son could avoid it quickly. Our responsibility are increasing now, beside to fix the guest house roof, work on the farm, keep clean the house, and take care ourselves, we must rebuild the roof of the bathroom area with a stronger foundation. In our country is raining season, raining every day.

Because, we have learned to how to be happy in any condition and in any circumstance, we are having a happy feeling, calm, and keep smiling with happiness. We are happy because we can learn more about how to feel responsible in our lives in any condition and in any circumstance without blaming others, God, the Universe, Holy spirit, and Deities. We pure, responsible for all of the problems of our own lives. We aware, this is the task as a human from God.

We feel happy, we feel joy, we feel stronger, and we feel become a real human. My thoughts, my feelings, my soul, and my body can be used properly and correctly. I feel grateful to God because he has taught to us that, if someone wants to live happily, he must have a solid foundation. Let's wake up!

Love and affection,
Santosa Laksana and Kusuma A. S

The Universe gave me a great work.

First, I would like to say thank you so much for the God, Universe, Holy spirit, and Deities. This is truly my hope, the great hope I have at this moment. I always learn to have a gratitude attitude every day in any condition, even in a very bad condition. But, for this thing, I am begging to the God and from the higher nature which has power, I pray to accept my gratitude. I very love with my work now, planting the strawberries and I want to be successful in this field.

My strawberries are growing well. Today I can continue to transplant them to the new containers and I am being helped with my son. This morning the weather is very bright and the air is very cool. We are, one by one cutting the runners of strawberry and moving it to the new poly bags that we have already prepared yesterday.

I have a different feeling after I planted the strawberry plant. I felt happier, stronger, more passionate, wiser, and loved. Yeah.... The plants of strawberry could change my soul which in before always worries, disappointed, sad, weak, helpless, vulnerable, and hesitate. Now, I feel more confident to face my future in any condition with love and compassion.

I have removed the negativities. God, Universe, Holy spirit, and Deities, have taught me about the faith and the trust. God, Universe, Holy spirit, and Deities, have taught me how I can get the faith and the trust. With love and compassion and my love strawberries, I and my son are welcoming the beautiful future of ours.

Love and affection.
Santosa Laksana and Kusuma Atsarak Santosa.

I Learn The New Things To Live My Life

Do you know how the baby's nature?

The baby nature is pure. Pure of everything! Soul, heart, and mind! A baby is a human being who newly born on this earth and who haven't yet known to the mundane natures.

The mind, heart, and soul of a baby is still very pure but every baby has his destiny each one that will take him to what he like and want, and also, will take him to what he would become. E.g, he can become a doctor, pilot, army, chef, artist, model photo, a psychiatrist, a farmer, etc. Maybe he can have an incumbency like become a president, a president director of a company, a business owner or other positions that are available in the companies or the government.

By comparing like a baby, this is what happened in my mind, heart, and soul, now! Being purer or having the nature of purity, although not entirely 100%. I can feel or think only sourced when I need something for my body, like when I'm hungry, I must eat and when bath time arrives, I will take a bath. Like a newborn baby! The difference is, a baby doesn't know what to do when he is hungry or when he should bath, but he can feel it and cries as an its sign.

Note: A baby cannot think and feel only sourced to what he want. A baby only can think and feel which sourced from what he need. It is my own, unstudied and subjective opinion. Please share your comment and advice below if you do not agree with my opinion.

I am being purer, now! 

Because I do meditation every day, every morning and evening. I try as much methods as there are, I practice, and really implementing the instructions that obtain from the meditation results for living the life in this world, slowly and subtly, I am starting can see and feel clearly the changes that which happen on the way of my thinking, seeing the changes on my feeling, and seeing the change of my view to see clearly of the mundane natures.

I am like a newborn baby. 

But, a baby who understand how the world works. A baby who when he needs something he doesn't wait for someone to help him, but, a baby who when in need of something, he knows how to meet the needs with a proper and correct manner. The examples are, by working in the correct manner to meet the need to money, washing the clothes, eat in the correct manner, and take a bath by himself, etc, including use the creativity to learn everything by himself like I do, I learn speak English, cooking, repair a house, electricity, electronic, computer, design, writing, management, psychology, spiritual, martial art, meditation, farming, political, and all of those, I learn by myself, and I have a nature like a baby now because I have purified my nature through meditation. Seeing the world like a baby's perspective.

Seeing the world like a baby's perspective.

What is the meaning for seeing the world like a baby's perspective? I am going to this idea when I succeed to free myself from all of my problems in a way I have released all of my wants but I couldn't release all the needs of mine. I am still bound by my own needs.

This is what I mean. I can release all of my want, but I cannot release all of my needs. E.g, I don't want to go anywhere, I don't want to go home and I do travel anywhere, I don't want to buy what I want, but I only buy what I need, I don't want to marry again, I don't want to have a child again, etc. I can release all of my want at this time, but, I still cannot release all of my needs. I still need to eat everyday although once a day, I need take a bath although once a week, I need to change my clothes although once a month, I need money although just enough, I need a place to live although a simple, I need Love although a bit. This is what I learn and what I got today, I live my life like a baby's perspective, based of what he need because he still don't know about what he want.

Because I make a decision based on what I need, my mind has been opened to see the world and I started can carefully to see and how to manifest to what I need and I did it, so I can reduce the problems that arise, and prevent the problems that have not yet appeared which in consequence of the decision that based of what I want.

I do not want anything anymore. When someone attempts, or offering me something that cause my want appear, I can reject firmly. I am aware and realized that all of my problems I have so far is caused of because, I still keep my wants that are, the wants from the others temptation or from myself. My lesson today is, I will not fulfil what I want anymore, but I will fulfil just what I need carefully.

Love and compassion.
Santosa Laksana