The baby nature is pure. Pure of everything! Soul, heart, and mind! A baby is a human being who newly born on this earth and who haven't yet known to the mundane natures.
By comparing like a baby, this is what happened in my mind, heart, and soul, now! Being purer or having the nature of purity, although not entirely 100%. I can feel or think only sourced when I need something for my body, like when I'm hungry, I must eat and when bath time arrives, I will take a bath. Like a newborn baby! The difference is, a baby doesn't know what to do when he is hungry or when he should bath, but he can feel it and cries as an its sign.
Note: A baby cannot think and feel only sourced to what he want. A baby only can think and feel which sourced from what he need. It is my own, unstudied and subjective opinion. Please share your comment and advice below if you do not agree with my opinion.
I am being purer, now!
Because I do meditation every day, every morning and evening. I try as much methods as there are, I practice, and really implementing the instructions that obtain from the meditation results for living the life in this world, slowly and subtly, I am starting can see and feel clearly the changes that which happen on the way of my thinking, seeing the changes on my feeling, and seeing the change of my view to see clearly of the mundane natures.
I am like a newborn baby.
But, a baby who understand how the world works. A baby who when he needs something he doesn't wait for someone to help him, but, a baby who when in need of something, he knows how to meet the needs with a proper and correct manner. The examples are, by working in the correct manner to meet the need to money, washing the clothes, eat in the correct manner, and take a bath by himself, etc, including use the creativity to learn everything by himself like I do, I learn speak English, cooking, repair a house, electricity, electronic, computer, design, writing, management, psychology, spiritual, martial art, meditation, farming, political, and all of those, I learn by myself, and I have a nature like a baby now because I have purified my nature through meditation. Seeing the world like a baby's perspective.
Seeing the world like a baby's perspective.
What is the meaning for seeing the world like a baby's perspective? I am going to this idea when I succeed to free myself from all of my problems in a way I have released all of my wants but I couldn't release all the needs of mine. I am still bound by my own needs.
This is what I mean. I can release all of my want, but I cannot release all of my needs. E.g, I don't want to go anywhere, I don't want to go home and I do travel anywhere, I don't want to buy what I want, but I only buy what I need, I don't want to marry again, I don't want to have a child again, etc. I can release all of my want at this time, but, I still cannot release all of my needs. I still need to eat everyday although once a day, I need take a bath although once a week, I need to change my clothes although once a month, I need money although just enough, I need a place to live although a simple, I need Love although a bit. This is what I learn and what I got today, I live my life like a baby's perspective, based of what he need because he still don't know about what he want.
Because I make a decision based on what I need, my mind has been opened to see the world and I started can carefully to see and how to manifest to what I need and I did it, so I can reduce the problems that arise, and prevent the problems that have not yet appeared which in consequence of the decision that based of what I want.
I do not want anything anymore. When someone attempts, or offering me something that cause my want appear, I can reject firmly. I am aware and realized that all of my problems I have so far is caused of because, I still keep my wants that are, the wants from the others temptation or from myself. My lesson today is, I will not fulfil what I want anymore, but I will fulfil just what I need carefully.
Love and compassion.
Santosa Laksana
